Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in famine_ghost's LiveJournal:

Monday, September 11th, 2006
1:03 am	Nothing is right..... Fuck. you need to get some shit off your chest. You went back to the emergency room twice a couple months ago. for being dizzy. Alot. The doctor told you it was chronic vertigo, then it was brought on by stress. Now you've officially lost your mind. You sometimes don't believe that you're awake. when you go to sleep, you're scared that you're going to die in your sleep. You're 21 years old, and you have a phobia like that? Jessica is pregnant. You have decided that you don't want to keep the baby. It's too much drama, and you can't handle it. her whole family hates you. Like she wasn't in the room when you fucked or something, you just threw the sperm into her ear. FUCK. You can't get shit straight right now. You want to be able so badly to just hide away from everyone. Or maybe you want to drop a fireball onto the people you hate, which would be around 99% of the population. Fuck the following people by the way... Heather Hinchee. Jessica mitchell. Jessica Birmingham. That dumb cunt sarah at my job. GODAMNIT!!! Current Mood: beyond pissed Current Music: Blindside-about a burning fire. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 21st, 2006
11:30 pm	I iz makin perdy thingies with ma hands http://www.myspace.com/grimwurks You're am a tortured artist. Whoever reads this should click the thingy and let you know what they thinky of your found arty. Current Mood: blah Current Music: demon Hunter-ALL (Comment on this)
11:27 pm	I brought you here.... It's buried deep with in the past, I hope it doesn't last It's something I already chase, I already chase I try to give it all away, but it's never gonna fade It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face I know you feel it's all the same, But I promise that'll change It's something I already chase, I already chase You know I'm trying to believe that you're never gonna leave It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! When my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you I know I'm not the perfect one, This pain has just begun It's something I already chase, I already chase You bring me to a better path, It's everything I asked It's something I don't wanna face, I don't wanna face There's nothing left! The fear is gone! There's nothing left! The fear is gone! And when my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you If you fade out without me, you'll know all about me If you fade out without me, you'll know all... And when my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you And when my heartstrings come undone I will wait for you, I will pray for you Before I make my final run I will stay with you, decay with you Current Mood: confused Current Music: Demon-Hunter-My Heart Strings Come Undone (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
1:35 am	spooky guy So wuss bag, you get all dizzy today. Felt like you was gunna pass out, called Donna, went to the ER. Got sat in a room for two hours, while nurses kept coming in, and mispronouncing your last name. You got a nice IV injected into your arm, blood taken at least seven million times. You got an 800 dollar cat-scan, an EKG, bloodwork, bygolly, you even got to pee into a cup! After the first batch coagulate, the nice nurse came in and needed more blood. FUN. After all this wonderful poking and prodding, sitting in a shitty white room for 8 shitty hours, guess what they told you? You're thirsty. Well, thank GOD FOR THEM!! so you are paying 1200 dollars for some nurse to tell you you need more water. What a great day. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Bullet For My Valentine-Domination (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
6:36 pm	.......... Is it all just a shape, a twist of fate, that leaves me open Will it all fade away, from my life, and leave me broken It's all just a game - as you left me here to wallow It's all been a fake - and it's hard to swallow And I wither away and die Tomorrow's just another day to cry I wither away and die Clip my wings... without you I can't fly What if life were a dream - would you be there waiting for me Suicide in a sleep - I'd rather die and have you miss me And it all went away - the pain of watching you deny me I've fallen again... inside And I wither away and die Tomorrow's just another day to cry I wither away and die Clip my wings... without you I can't fly I can't get away from myself... (so far) I can't get enough of your love... (I can't escape) And I wither away and die Tomorrow's just another day to cry I wither away and die Clip my wings... without you I can't fly Current Mood: ready to die Current Music: 40 below summer wither away (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 12th, 2006
12:01 pm	YEAH YOu are in love with the new dog Fashion Disco cd. It's a Concept record. 100% great shit. Current Mood: FUCK YEAH Current Music: Dog Fashion Disco-All (Comment on this)
Friday, April 28th, 2006
9:57 am	Fucktittysnotassshitcuntbitchcocklickersnot Been a while since your last entry. Where ya been? Sexing? Met a whole new collection of skanky girls since the last post. Got a new job at Uno's chicago Grill. Your making more money than ever. And, you actually don't mid getting up early in the morning fo this job. A job you like, who would have guessed there is such a thing? Your bad ass David, I love you! You saw Hank 111 at Alley Katz, Joe Buck signed your nipple. Your grwoing up too. YOu got a nice debit card and and a Learners permit. I'm proud of you right now David. You ain't doing too bad. Now you just need to get a car. Time to go now, laundry won't do it's self. well, go on, scram David. Current Mood: notoobadness Current Music: Look What I Did:the Fox Eats TV Ishmael (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
11:58 pm	blah Draw me a bloodbath o' sweet rapist eyes, As all the bruised babies hum lullabies, Burnt at the stake old souls fill the skies, Sacrificed for all humanities lies, I summoned a demon and took it to bed, I don't recall exactly what was said, It tied my hands and feet to my bed, I don't recall exactly what was said, You got the look that makes detectives itch, A mouthful of thunder and feverish pitch, A cross between Satan and a Gucci witch, Your disposition would make Hitler flinch, Oh sweet rapist eyes look what you've done to me, You burned down the temple where the children were sleeping, Ashes and smoke rose up to the sky, The memories bloom as the future dies, Show me some sympathy, In his image god made me ugly, Envy and lust, You are so beautiful, Don't look at me with those sweet rapist eyes, Perhaps it's the wine or the soft candlelight, But I'm under your spell I'm all yours tonight, The phones off the hook and my tongue is tied So, this is going to be naother depressing as journal, aye? You're such a whiney girly-man. Nothing works out for you, blah-blah. People don't want to read that shit. But still, you're so cute sitting there all pouty. What's wrong? Oh yeah. Well, I think there is someone out there for everyone. But you apparantly, cause you can't find anybody that you connect with totally. Someone who doesn't want to change you, someone you can trust. Someone who can cuddle. Someone who doens;t live in another state. Yeah, you're doing pretty badly huh? Well, Maybe someone will come along that's right for you. Just not now though, cause God wants to laugh at you a bit more before he takes your life. DId I say that? I meant hooks you up with someone you can really love. Yeah,you are sad. You miss being held. You miss soft kisses on your mouth. Kisses full of love, and hope. Stop crying. STOP CRYING!!! Current Mood: pessimistic Current Music: Dog Fashion Disco-Rapist Eyes (Comment on this)
Monday, February 13th, 2006
11:27 pm	I wouldn't be so upset if I wasn't listening to this song. What have you done? Yes I'm talking to you Your only sonthe one you dressed in nails I know how hard it is for you to show Show your love For your love I take The nails and thorns That will never be enough Still I beg and crawl For your God-damned love I've just begun To understand your ways You need blood So no one goes away I know how hard it is for you to show Turn the other cheek again Will I? Maybe let me in this time Show your love For your love I take The nails and thorns That will never be enough Still I beg and crawl For father and son I'm your son For your God-damned love You left alot unresolved with the old man. You never really felt wanted or loved. You seemed to cry out to him, yet he never once looked at you. And now you're depressed, thinking about mortality, and who you will leave with a thousand questions. He did try his best though, as warped as it was. Keeping her from you and your brother was his way of protecting. You just don't really know what could have happened had you said"I love you" before he fell dead infront of you. Or"I'm sorry" You just have to live with this. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Memento-Beginnings (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
11:09 pm	All around the mullberry bush, my monkey diddled her weasel So, no Nothingface, cause it snowed, and cause the tickets sold out, and cause You were too lazy to preorder. But you got a hotel room with Mandi anyway, you lil devil. I hope she didn't contract your epic-ass space herpes. The Osedax(the non-singing members of MFC) are playing in March. It's your duty to go see them not move around on stage. Then hump Mikey. He loves it, he only pretends to hate it, because he loves you. Amy just messaged you. Don't you hate when exes try and check up on you? It's gross. And akward. And beep.. Kitty. Aww, you're tired. You was up all night doing tha nasty. Got to go work tomorrow, five ten hour days straight make you cranky, but you need the money for the bangin ass tattoo your gettin next check. Current Mood: weird Current Music: Serj Tankien/Buckethead-We are One (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 10th, 2006
12:36 am	SIng my niggas!!! So, this is your new journal. I think it sucks. You're going to see Nothingface(newly reformed, still your all-time favorite band) In Maryland with Mandi on Saturday. Your getting a hotel room, too. lots of bumping and-a-grinding. You can't wait, because not only is Nothingface going to be ther, but Silent Civilian too. For anybody who doesn't know, Silent Civilian is the new band from Ex-Spineshank singer Johnny Santos. YOu get to thank him in person. Strictly, diesel and Coal Chamber's first album were what got you into heavy music. Give him and Matt Holt a big hug, squeeze them til they get diabetes. Oh, shit, it's late, go to bed. Gotta get up all gay like in the morning for work. Current Mood: excited Current Music: The Alter Boys-Pigs-n-Pinneapples (1 Comment |Comment on this)